I'm very sorry for not being online for quite some time now.
I'm in a bit of a difficult state at the moment, and I believe I will be for a while longer.
I planned on being online during New Year's, but on the exact day I found out that my dog Amanda had been hit by a car. It wasn't a massive collision, but she needed to be taken to the vet immediately. I found out once she was there, my sister telling me Amanda ran into the street after getting out of her collar and roaming the pavement.
Some time after that, she died of internal bleeding. I've had her for over 10 years, and she was always VERY dear to me. I think now I've gotten to a poi